Girl in high school ( part 1)

In the high school every one have there own story. The story where we notice how the type of people are present around us. How they treat with each other. How the follow someone. How they get attracted with someone. The teen age some kind of a stage where teenager don't what they finding . What the want to be. It's easy to notice that some teenager know what they want to do about ther career. There dream. And some teenager don't know what they want to do. They just lost in life they don't know what they want in thete career. They just finding a peace. 

But today the story I want to share with you. The most important for the teenager who don't know what they want . And somehow it's a lesson to those who lost . In some where. So there are some characters which is important . The main focus is a girl who's name  " Tessa" center of the story. The story say lots of up down Tessa face in her school life or cllg life we can say. The story of half or wrong love story . The story of lust and opposite attraction. The lots of confusion Tessa face in her life. The story start from the high school when Tessa in 9th standard . In the age of 15. 

The first puberty love 

At age of 15 Tessa was in 9th standard. He had a classmate named "Zach". He was also her child hood friend the only childhood friend. She and he spend more time together. They liked spend time with each other. They loved to study together.They could also be a good couple . But they don't. Tessa almost spend more time just thinking about him. Her all female gang know about this. Her friends insist her to confess her feeling to him . For  couple of time she decided to confess in front of him .  She call "Zach" to meet her in near the lake . Zach come and they talking for some another topic and at the couple of hour she confessed in front of him . That 

Tessa- Zach I  just want to say something to you. Since days. 

Zach-  you can say. 

Tessa - I don't know this is the right time or not. 

Zach - you can tell my anything. Tessa!.

Tessa - Zach ! I enjoy your company. And I like they way you treat me . I just want to say that  I....I .. I think I love uh . 

Zach-( in between  the point )you think ???

Tessa - I love uh Zach. Do have the same feeling for me?

Zach keep silent for a while. And don't response her any questions. He just confused her . He said 

Zach- Tessa listen! I think we are good friend. But I don't feel the same feeling for you. Perhaps I don't know how to answer your questions. 

Tessa- you should answer in yes and no. 

Zach - I don't know?!

Tessa stand up and ran away from that place and never meet Zach again. She ignore him totally. Zach try to talk to her but she doesn't response. She now realised it's not possible that if you love someone they love you back. She understand that if anyone wants love , they don't ask anyone to love them. When the person truly love them they don't for your questions. They do love uh back. Due to this she lost her one of the best friend and the memory with him is just becam a memory. Zach decided to go another town. She now free of everything and she decided to focus her career.  She try hard to live a life full of dream for her career. 

Lesson - In this part she know that one sided love is not work. 

2- Never trust a girl so far 

After Zach left her town . She join 10th standard. She went to school as usual she use to. She hang up with new friends. Join new friends circle. Now she spending more and more time with her new friends. Almost she distracted from her will. She almost forgot everything her opinion her seriousness to be successful. In short language she changed. She decided to open up. And became more bold more open . She hangout late with her friends. One of boy in her group have crush on her . He's name was 'Embray'. He have crush on her badly. He love the way she walk and talk. Everyone of her group know about this. And she also know that embray has crush on her. But she already broken by a guy . She decided to don't trust anyone. After the school she join a internship. On that place she met a guy named 'Harden'. Actually he don't like Tessa very much they always fought with each other for silly things. Like for paper, for lunch , for anything. They almost start a battle with each other. Tessa almost enjoy this fight. But from the Harden side he doesn't like that way. He just want to defeat her in any condition. Befor the Christmas Eve her friends do something but Tessa don't know about that . One of her friends was making a tape of someone privacy. And uploaded on the private website. Befor this incident a couple of weak before Tessa and messi have some long argument for stupid things. And for this molly take advantage of this argument she make a video of messi making up with a half aged man and uploaded on a private website. And for this molly claim that it's is tessa she warn Messi she will end you soon . And she did this . Messi start believing molly and shouted on the Tessa and warn her she gonna end her career to . She warn her to complaint her to the police to filming someone privacy her frnds and Embray stopped her to not make an issue. And say tessa to say sorry to her don't forgive everything. Tessa become bonker and say in loud voice that she done nothing with her. This is not filming by her. But no one believes her they just said it's might be her made. When she was angry. 

Actually the scene was that molly loves a guy which love messi but messi is just change every guy like a clothes. molly have jealous  for her. And she decided to do this and blame to the Tessa and no one find the truth accept of her. Because Tessa don't know much about this mind game she actually don't used to be in big friends circle . She doing nothing. She stop talking with any one of her friends circle. She also don't go to office after Christmas holidays. She actually don't answer anyone's calls. Harden notice she is not comming in the office he started worring about her . He missed her a lot . He find her every where in cafe , Garden , lake. But no where she found . One day Tessa walk in the evening just before the sun set. Harden run towards her . And said to stop but she keep running. She actually suffering from hard time and lost trust from every single person. Harden try to talk but she don't answer his questions. He said

Harden - Tessa why don't you answer my calls and massages. 

Tessa - just leave Harden I am not in the mood to fight with you. 

Harden - I am not coming to fight you Tessa ! I just want to know what happened to you . Why don't you come to the office. 

Tessa - it's none of your buisness .

Harden - Tessa are you ok ??

Tessa eya filled with tears and start falling from her eyes. 

Harden try to hug her but she refused. And shout on him to leave her immediately. Harden try to talk but she don't answer his questions. She said I can't believe anyone leave me alone please. She warn him for leave otherwise she call to the cops. 

Harden had no choice to leave her. And he decided to never talk her again in life. She left the town and join another school for 11th standard. 

Lesson - Think twice before say a single word . We don't know who is your actual friend or not . 

The attraction 

 Before she leave the town. One of her friend named 'Jenni' in circle. She was lesbian. She actually love Tessa. And confess in front of her so many time but she refused her proposal. Tessa said she is straight. She just only attracted by opposite sex. She can't do this. But Jenni try and push her to please accept her proposal. Even though Jenni kissed her but she just saved her . After leaving the town. She every night think about her past life. Jenni, Harden, Embray, molly, everyone . She couldn't forget her fun time with them. And also the hard time. She decided to never talk to them again. She also dlt her social media accounts and changed number. So no one can contact her. She join the school. But now she changed more then before. First she lost because she loss her childhood friend. After that she enjoyed the group of friends but they all are just blame her for that what she never done. After that she become more broken inside. 

More often she decided to not make friends again. She just attend the class then go to the library study hard . And come back to home and sleep. It was  the only routine of her. She ignore the boys totally. One day she meet a girl . She also in good in study . They meet in library. And they actually have same taste of song. They meet every where. In cafeteria. In Library. In garden. Actually the girl which meet Tessa named April. Actually April wants to meet Tessa . Not Tessa want to talk her.  After that Tessa enjoy her company more. Now she decided to call her for lunch, coffee and study . Slowly slowly Tessa feel something awkward about April . She notice some sign like she behaves like a boy . She don't much notice it. She just don't want to accept that she also leave April as she leave her old friends. She just set up her mind that just for school she be with April . For school only . One day April introduce Tessa with her friend. Name Marina. Marina and April are both very close to each other. Tessa fell something strange about them both. She feels that she may be interfare between them. She know think much about it. Whenever she try to call April for lunch or something. Marina become uncomfortable. Now Tessa stop calling April for anything. And be same as she used to be before. 

One day April come to her desk and say 

Aprill - I need to talk. To you.

Tessa - what happened April.

Aprill - why do you ignore me ? Is I am doing something to you. 

Tessa - I am not ingnoring you Aprill. I am.just busy in my work .

Aprill- Tessa I anything wrong with me?

Tessa - listen aprill I don't know what you talking about . I just need more time to complete my work. So I thought  that I have to spend more time with me. Thats it aprill nothing more. 

Aprill - ok. Sorry for bothering you but please don't ignore me . Please!

 Tessa take a deep breath and feel similar feeling when Jenni try to convince her. She now start behave uncomfortable. With aprill. She know understand what is the awkward things she just felt before. The next day one of April and marina's mutual friend come to her and said whole thing to her that Aprill and Marina is used to be perfect couple before you came. They have been together for years. When you came on first day aprill just look at you for no reason. She just attracted by you. Marina leave town for some work for two week's . And Aprill have chance to talk to you. And you both having fun together but when Marina back . She know everything about you and Aprill . And she just upset . She insist to introduce you to her. For know just leave them alone . I think you should left them alone . Don't come in between them please. She felt a little bit upset. And ask him that is aprill lesbian? And he said yes she is . After that she said if she knew that before she never talk her again. But sorry for everything . Tessa say that word and left. She just say hello to April and Marina. And just attend her class and went to home and behave like she nvere mind anything. She start a classes for college scholarships. Where she met a boy who is the mutual friend of Harden. And now she want to meet him . She said him to say about me to harden that is he remember her or not. Next day the common friend said yes Harden know Tessa and he wanted to meet her. So she decided to give him her contact. And say him to give Harden my number. And say him to send me msg . He gave her number to harden . And he massaged her. She reply and they talk for hours. She feels something good and happiness . With harden . She almost become more happier then ever. She tell them to meet her in cafe. And he said yes. 

Lesson- Attraction happen everywhere . No matter the person is male or female . And no matter how many place you changed . One of every place that always fall for you . 

After that Tessa see so many things which we will discuss in second part ☺️